Monday, December 21, 2009
day of retreat
Personal goal: figure out someway to spend at least a day, if not longer, outside my fair city of Lancaster, even if in the county, but just outside the city at least. Once a week is my ultimate goal, but even a couple times a month is pretty sweet too. So far, not one day this year, but I know that will change.
Ah yes, the retreat. Going with the intention of having just a day of relaxation and self-discovery. Seriously, just being somewhere away from it all for a day, or half a day, with the phone turned off is just wonderful.
Thinking of those I should keep close, and lately those I should create distance from, the relaxing environment to just be by myself and alone opens the senses, and allows the thought process so much freedom from distractions.
I'm going back, maybe in a month or so, preferably when the weather is warm enough to bike there, and I would have if not for the frigid temperatures.
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
who I am and art, stream of conciousness
What do I love? I like taking photos and writing to put it in simply human terms.
What to take pictures of? Whatever catches my eye.
Writing out what I want on however I feel some moment of the day, at night, whenever putting my thoughts into words on a computer screen adequately expresses emotions and feelings of the present moment.
Discussing life, beliefs, cats, bikes, keeping these written thoughts secret, mattering only to me, thoughts I sketch out in journals. Burning, intense thoughts expressed through written words, with no regret or worry of "correctness" just writing it all.
Art is created by humanity, as is language, poetry and emotion. Expressed in human terms, that is when we relate, we love, hurt and feelings are evoked when something speaks to us. Stating the obvious? Yes, but often have we endured art that speaks to the creator, not the masses.
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Writing reflections
First creating written works just for the joy of doing so beginning as a teenager through dream journals and jotting down random thoughts about life, work and school.
As a "super-freshman" that first semester ever of college, unprepared for academia but ready to take it all in stride I found joy when the partaking in the freshman composition class we were expected to start keeping journals.
With this journal everyday thoughts, musings, heartaches, and exuberance put into words on a computer file that has grown to several hundred pages. Using the journal more as a personal record than anything else, I keep writing in it. The written work in all forms to quirky to be of much interest, does provide a forum for practicing that crucial skill of revision and the always valuable practice of writing.
Inspirations for writing come from looking at the world around me and putting into words what the site of a mountain, a tree or a feline friend mean to me. The world of the mind, the creation of alternate realities we visit momentarily through dreaming serves as inspirations for future written works.
I'll never call myself a “good-writer” though confident in my capabilities writing a variety of decent pieces, such as paper articles, occasional pieces of poetry and short stories, fiction and non-fiction I have attempted to write it all. Much of my writing has been geared to the academic environment that emphasizes more neatly put together works on a given subject using formulas for doing so. And over the years, having attended three different colleges in almost six-years and writing musings of my own for the last eight or nine, my writing just through sheer effort, practice, much revision and having others comment on my writings strengths and weaknesses naturally has lead to improvement, not because I write more and allow my writing to get criticized, but because of deliberate efforts to actually become a better writer.
In reading the last passage, the idea that just writing over and over will improve your abilities, is a bit to simplified, after all continuing writing the same way for a long time does not lead to better writing. Improving as writer is more than just practice it is review, revision and criticism that improves one's writing talents.
As someone with a personality disinclined to continue doing repetitive tasks, which may include writing if the motivation for writing is not there. Once you know how to write for a class, an A for a paper will make you think that, you do not challenge yourself to improve your writing except in areas you may get comments on from an instructor saying what needs to be better done. For myself, and many other writers I imagine, my major holdup has always been, and certainly be for sometime that inability to only occasionally write passionate discourses on a subject, properly edited for grammar and punctuation. Yes, I know and I am conscious of the rules. Arguing that it is easy enough to judge other people’s work is one thing, and once I can look at my own more objectively, it can be criticized more effectively, helping myself as a writer, as well as my fellow writers.
Devastated as a freshman when commentary that my writing lacked passion became clear to me. Unfortunately than and now overall I only infrequently wrote with much passion on a given subject, as many do not inspire me much as they were options for the class. Though doing my best, sometimes scoring extremely well, almost never do I think about those written works with much pride other than thinking about the grades I had gotten. Except one: a short story I had written based on a dream some years ago, I thought would be a great basis for a story, so I wrote a 5+ page paper, turned it in, hoping for the best. Pleasantly surprised it got an A+ with several positive comments written on the paper once I got it back, including “great story!”.
In writing classes, I always sat anxious on workshop days to see whose pieces would be discussed that day.
I'll always feel that workshops have been and always are valuable way to help people improve their writing, as they get a chance to hear people’s thoughts, biased or not, and not just read the professor’s comments on the papers. When getting feedback on my writing, actual critical feedback beyond “oh great piece, later dude” as some peers remarked, inspires me to revise my pieces. The peer review process plays a positive role complementing work-shopping and formal criticism, as it gives writers an opportunity to show that good writing evolves from better reading skills. The two go hand in hand, as you work to show how well you read the paper, and have to show, through effort on your part in writing a tight, to the point peer review. Writing peer reviews, aside from being useful ways to help other writers iron out shortcomings in their own works also serves as valuable practice for the peer reviewer themselves to improve their own writing.
As to the art and craft of writing. All works need some efforts for revision, as no work spilled from the writer's mind is in a pure, readable state. However, every class with a writing component where your writing is up for criticism, and not just grades, always served me well in trying to improve upon my writing skills. Getting assignments to write outside my comfort zones, such as a paper on solitude a subject that pushes my writing abilities outside my comfort zone, creating a challenge to show through writing how much I can discuss on the subject with a level of clarity and focus that has been built up through years of writing, feedback, and revision.
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Writings on a Lee and Lawrence play.
The Wikipedia entry is weak, but a link will be included anyway
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Night_Thoreau_Spent_in_Jail
The Night Thoreau Spent in Jail of 1970 dramatizes reflections on life Thoreau could have shared with a fictitious cellmate the night in 1846 he spent in jail after refusing to pay poll taxes over the last 6-years. The same incident would prompt him to write the essay “Civil Disobedience” later an inspiration to Gandhi, Martin Luther King Jr. and others who used and encouraged non-violent protest to inspire others to work towards social reform.
Throughout the play, events in Thoreau’s life, portrayed as flashbacks as he talks to his cellmate known as 'Bailey', an illiterate man finding inspiration in much of what Thoreau has to tell him. The familiar aspects of Thoreau’s life and the moral convictions that guided him in his life are portrayed including his relationship with Ralph Waldo Emerson; thoughts and writings on transcendentalism; simple living; the building of his shack on
“To create a better world, we need to make things bigger, faster, stronger and cheaper. But materialism is not the way. THOREAU KNEW THAT.
He smelled the smog before we saw it.
It smarted his soul before it smarted our eyes.” (
The Mexican-American war of the 1840s, well remembered because of
Serving as a conductor on the Underground Railroad, Thoreau let runaway slaves stay at his parent’s house on their trek to
A dramatic nightmare sequence showing the horrors that is war, Emerson, his long time friend and unbiased critic, plays President Polk, as he both justifies his war with
“I doubt if the people of
The power of The Night Thoreau Spent in Jail is how it portrays, be it fictitiously Henry David Thoreau's life yet does justice to Thoreau's beliefs, speaking well of the everlasting power simplicity holds and that any man, or woman, if they hold true to their deepest moral convictions must be prepared to not only live the lifestyles they promote, but also never forget that they may have to suffer for them, either through jail time, or the criticism and ridicule of those who do not see life the way you do, whether they be blind or just cynical about it. The play dramatizes events in Thoreau’s life, but it is written so more modern audiences can appreciate the beliefs Thoreau, and those who would be inspired by him hold dear.
Works cited:
Meyerson, Joel ed. “Thoreau’s Reputation”
University Press 1995
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Proper attire for cycling?
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
the rare post and again on cycling
The ride itself is pretty uneventful until I pull out from the park to break for water and check over the bike. Hmm... the tires could use some air I think and pull out the pump, and reinflate the rear first to the PSI listed on the tire. Works well even with a handpump until I see the tire bulge from the rim. So, deflate tire, reseat and inflate the tire. Okay so far, so good until I work on the first one, a minute later I look back, tire is bulging from the rim again, it looks worse and before I could hit the stem to deflate it goes POP! It's done for, no way to fix it now, and if you noticed in reading the first paragraph the one thing I did not bring with me: my cell phone.
So, instead of whining about it, off go my bike shoes (you really can't walk in road bike shoes with cleats) and start walking back to my house. Think positive, this can be an adventure, yes indeed shivering in bike clothing, walking barefoot on a paved road, getting a perspective of the wealthy Delco suburbs unseen until now. And for good reason, there are few shoulders, much less sidewalks.
Pride gets the better of me as after a half-hour of walking on pavement, discovering that walking on the white lines is a little easier on the feet, I refuse to bother anyone despite the number of houses I pass, and initially hesistant to signal someone for help. Acquiessing when a man in a sedan stops and we load the bike into the car for the last couple miles to go. Thanking the man, even offering money for the favor, he declines the money but still drives me back to the house.
So what is learned from such an experience? never forego riding without a cell phone for starters.
Monday, July 27, 2009
biking stuff...
Pulling from the basement a 59cm Bridgestone RB2. Built in Japan around 1992, mostly unused since than, a good thing for budget conscious cyclists looking for well made steel framed bikes, vintage not the concern, but rather price when 1000s are not available for the latest and greatest but rather a few hundred for quality and value.
The only change to this Japanese thoroughbred on 2-wheels, a computer and one pair of pedals inspired by ski-binders, LOOK clipless pedals made in France hold the shoes to the pedals allowing the rider to climb hills faster than climbed before. Or go faster than ever before.
To shift gears, maintaining optimal and efficient speeds no matter the roads the rider uses the well crafted Shimano Exage, Excellence Age? groupset, two chain-rings upfront and 7-cogs in back for 14-speeds in all.
Shifts are precise and fast thanks to indexing to keep the rider focused on the road, not fidgeting with friction shifters so picky in how you use them.
In the future I will replace the old down-tube shifters with an example of that most ergonomic and performance oriented of shifting technology for multi-speed bikes, the Shimano Total Integration, or STI, generically known as "brake-shifters". Initially put off by the cost of a whole groupset, plus installation and modification to put on 9-10 speed casettes and state of the art shifters, I found during an eBay search 7-speed shifters of the Shimano RSX variety popped up. They're on the low end, but not the bottom of the barrel for quality. In short, they'll work just fine.
The mere experience of riding, any time, any day, just such a rush, no matter the bike and no matter the place, feelings of happiness whenever I get on one, so long as the parts all work together of course!
During a downhill descent, the Cateye Velo5 computer told me I went 36mph! wow! sure an automobile goes faster, but to do so on a bicycle, through the strength of your own two legs, that makes it all the more satisfying.
Saturday, July 4, 2009
No longer a TV-consumer I speaketh
I do not hate television, I choose to watch very little of it, and having lived in a house with no television, much less satellite hookup and video game consoles, to not have another one around is much more satisfying then any premium TV-subscription can offer.
How about my favorite shows? Netflix and other streaming sites satisfy that 'need'.
Here's a post I wrote on my 43things about watching less TV:
I paid attention to the idea I may just be watching TV without much purpose. It's one thing to schedule time for something you love watching, it is another to sit there and flip through channels hoping against hope something good is on. When I noticed I did to much of the latter for comfort, I avoided turning on the TV and found other things to do, like read books, organize get together time with friends, write, ride my bicycle, or other things I loved doing. In short, I would make time for shows I liked to watch, but made much less time for just channel surfing. And in time, once noticing more and more the repetitive patterns TV shows often share. I did not even tune in to watch my favorite shows after awhile, I had seen enough episodes to get the point, and I had outgrown quite a few of the shows I loved as a kid, giving me less incentive to watch.
Never much of a video game player, foregoing TV is certainly easier when you do not play video games much.
I declined having a TV in my bedroom, also chose to spend less time in parts of the house where TVs were usually watched.
Living with others who love TV make the goal a challenge, but it is still worthwhile. You can set an example, only watching favorite shows together, or just not watching at all.
Figure out first off, what are your favorite shows, or any specials you think you will find interesting and make time for them. Just limiting TV time to only your favorite shows will help you watch less TV. Overtime, you might watch those shows less and less especially if they are reruns.
Monday, March 9, 2009
last minute thoughts before missing the bus...
Originally taking two classes, dropping one when moments of stress created dire visions that foreshadowed the rest of the semester, and all I could think, "T-S (not Eliot) I'm not engaging with stress, I'm done with it." A higher level sociology class I no longer needed when my real passion guided me through the rest of my degree plan, and that is the simple art of writing, long my strength, my art, and my aspiration to be a vehicle I can use to make my mark, no pun intended, on the world.
Ever questioning the desire to continue on with my degree plan, my education will go on despite how I engage myself with institutes of higher learning.
Sunday, January 25, 2009
Nostalgia Critic
Using methods of criticism no professional critic could ever use such as dropping the smart weapon version of f-bombs and yelling incessantly about this or that.
Offering no loyalty to any particular network or enterprise, he trashes, or commends them all at some point. Disney, Nickelodeon, Warner Bros. Works for me! I had mercifully forgotten how bad some of these shows really were, after I stopped watching most of them 10-years ago or so.
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
what's not wrong with coal?
Such points are one thing in a paper, they are something else in reality. Let's look at the recent environmental disaster courtesy of that enemy of the human race in Tennessee, where over 50-million tons of coal fly ash spilled into Tennessean waterways, creating an ecological nightmare for not just the flora and fauna of this area, but also the people that live here. For many years, their water will still be contaminated, their land values will decline, and life will never be the same.
How could this happen? Coal plants are put aside waterways to use water to create steam, spin turbines etc. And at each of these coal plants, huge ash piles from burning this evil substance are created. The one in Tennessee is 40-acres in size. Now, we all should ask, what is being done to keep this from happening else where? I live in Pennsylvania, coal has been part of the state's economy since the 18th century. There are several mines and thus many coal fired power plants, with their accompanying coal slurry ponds. Only when the world stops burning coal, as in not burning it any way shape or form, will these slurry ponds no longer be an environmental threat. That day cannot come soon enough.
In time, sooner rather than later, using coal must stop, it is unsustainable, not just because it is a foul, evil substance that asks so much more of us, our health, our livelihoods, our environment, than it gives us, "cheap" electricity, material for cinder blocks, and some industrial by products, one day we will run out. Yes, run out. And oh yes it might be over 100-years from now, well 100-years from now people will still want electricity, but they will still need clean air, soil and water. New technology to make "clean coal" is not the key, it is a PR-ploy by the coal industry well supported by their lobbyists on K-street.
Here's hoping under the new atmosphere of change in the U.S. and abroad, no longer will we burn coal. The cleanest coal is that which remains in the Earth, where it belongs, buried and dead like the dinosaurs and ancient plant matter it was created from.
This is not a treehugger, or lefty issue, this is a global issue affecting everyone. No matter the color of your skin, language you speak, the religious symbols you worship (or do not) or you call yourself liberal, conservative, fascist or socialist, every human needs clean air, soil, and water. The three things the burning coal is a threat of, thus a threat to humanity.
For more:
http://www.treehugger.com/files/2008/12/tennessee-coal-ash-slurry-spill-48-times-bigger-than-exxon-valdez-spill.php
http://www.treehugger.com/files/2009/01/aftermath-tva-coal-ash-spill-get-ticket-for-water-samples-video.php
http://www.greenpeace.org/usa/press-center/releases2/greenpeace-calls-for-criminal

